Last night (26 Jan 2010), i went to a wedding dinner with my mom, which was invited by old friend of her. The invitation was supposed directed to my parents and not me, but somehow, my father will never attend any single occasion in his entire life. That's the reason i have to accompany my mom. Such a good boy =)
Wedding, suppose to be a blissful and meaningful event for those attended to the occasion, however it did not overwhelmed me, totally not. Im quite emo this few days internally, I try not to think the coming upset Chinese New Year. I don't know what i want, i was in dilemma on making a decision. A decision i was so afraid to make. A decision that i hope God could help me to decide.
The delightful moment of wedding was escorted by a sentimental song "Nothing's gonna change my love for you", this song was too typical on every wedding occasion, where i can say i'm bored of it. Somehow, i felt this song in my heart that moment. A moment that i could imagine someone was about to leave you. A moment that you wish you never say goodbye. A moment that you wish you could stop the time eternally. Seriously, I was with the music so deeply that moment.
All of the sudden, a typical instant where all the lights turn off to serve the astonishing food, the music has changed dramatically.
♫ i gotta feeling~♫♫~tonight will be a good good night~~♫
I was like what the FUCK ? what the heck feeling the DeeJay wants? Today isn't your day, it's the day of JUST MARRIED. If you want to change music, please put the right music on the right time, just don't simply play "spoil-the-mood" music. Suddenly sentimental suddenly pop. Kanasai DJ. . .Obviously, the DeeJay ruined my feeling once again, not even poped me at all !
Well, I really got the feeling, but not the Black Eye Pea's feeling but the feeling of getting bored when at got there. Hell ya, my prediction was too accurate, my mom and I were assigned to the table No.1, which is allocated in the very corner of the restaurant. I was like, What the FUCK "again" ?? The worst thing, i could never able to see any hot chicks around me, the nearest angel was sitting 5 tables away. . . .beside me was an aunty, which can be consider as gramps, next to her was an middle age aunty, carrying her 3 years old child. In front of me, a pair of middle age married, and the one who sit beside my mom was a pair of old married. Aduhai~~~sakit mata and hati. Im gonna bang the wall behind me !!! (cry)
The smartest thing i had ever done that night, was to bring my precious PSP there. "PSP, you are my Teman Sejati, you are my heart and my soul, NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY VALUE FOR YOU !!!!"
Wedding, suppose to be a blissful and meaningful event for those attended to the occasion, however it did not overwhelmed me, totally not. Im quite emo this few days internally, I try not to think the coming upset Chinese New Year. I don't know what i want, i was in dilemma on making a decision. A decision i was so afraid to make. A decision that i hope God could help me to decide.
The delightful moment of wedding was escorted by a sentimental song "Nothing's gonna change my love for you", this song was too typical on every wedding occasion, where i can say i'm bored of it. Somehow, i felt this song in my heart that moment. A moment that i could imagine someone was about to leave you. A moment that you wish you never say goodbye. A moment that you wish you could stop the time eternally. Seriously, I was with the music so deeply that moment.
All of the sudden, a typical instant where all the lights turn off to serve the astonishing food, the music has changed dramatically.
♫ i gotta feeling~♫♫~tonight will be a good good night~~♫
I was like what the FUCK ? what the heck feeling the DeeJay wants? Today isn't your day, it's the day of JUST MARRIED. If you want to change music, please put the right music on the right time, just don't simply play "spoil-the-mood" music. Suddenly sentimental suddenly pop. Kanasai DJ. . .Obviously, the DeeJay ruined my feeling once again, not even poped me at all !
Well, I really got the feeling, but not the Black Eye Pea's feeling but the feeling of getting bored when at got there. Hell ya, my prediction was too accurate, my mom and I were assigned to the table No.1, which is allocated in the very corner of the restaurant. I was like, What the FUCK "again" ?? The worst thing, i could never able to see any hot chicks around me, the nearest angel was sitting 5 tables away. . . .beside me was an aunty, which can be consider as gramps, next to her was an middle age aunty, carrying her 3 years old child. In front of me, a pair of middle age married, and the one who sit beside my mom was a pair of old married. Aduhai~~~sakit mata and hati. Im gonna bang the wall behind me !!! (cry)
The smartest thing i had ever done that night, was to bring my precious PSP there. "PSP, you are my Teman Sejati, you are my heart and my soul, NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY VALUE FOR YOU !!!!"
有时候，当想哭可是不能流泪，比流泪的人更难过。不想了解和懂的人会比做决定的人更伤心。--- The feeling that i had when listening to that song. ---
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